Saturday, February 24

Tie a Yellow Ribbon - Yeah That'll Help


The March of
The Bonus Army

2006

A PBS special about the betrayal of another generation's troops










A member of Military Families Speak Out (MFSO) recently visited Tom Tancredo's office. Tancredo is a member of the House of Representatives from Colorado. He's well known as wanting to shut the borders to all "illegals", wanting to bomb mosques of "Islamic terrorists" and making attacks of racial nature on many other groups. Even the Neo-conservatives disown him.
The MFSO mom wrote an email to a group of us describing the cavalier and insulting behaviors of Tancredo and his staff toward a small group of moms wanting to know how the Congressman would vote on funding the Iraq war.
Being a veteran and a frequent visitor to Congressional offices in the earlier years of the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan, I could understand the frustration of the mom.
So, I wrote her back and upon reading and editing the email think it might qualify as almost decent. And I'll put it on my blog just to record some of my feelings about the "support the troops" issue


G,
I'm sorry your experience at the office was what it was but really not all that surprised. I've been to Tancredo's office twice in the past and met much the same attitude and frankly, ignorance.
I vividly recall trying to explain depleted uranium to his top aide here in Denver. First, he didn't know what it was. When I gave him the simplified "dummies" explanation of DU, he denied the U.S. would use such weaponry. His quote was "we don't use chemical weapons".
I also remember seeing photos of Tancredo dressed in Air Force flight suit and with astronauts amidst the American flag and wanted to break the case to remove the stuff. He's a wannabe that's never served in the military or faced what he'd ask eighteen year old kids to face.
His "service" in Congress is a career highlighted by racist attitudes, fascist beliefs and the backing of fanatical right wingers such as the Minute-Men. Put sheets on them and they would fit right in with the Klan.
Of course his intolerance knows no limits as he would bomb mosques and lock away any male of Arabic or Hispanic heritage. Unless the Mexican nationals will do his basement cheaper than union or non-union labor here in the U.S.. There have to be exceptions made.
But a young kid with a 4.0 GPA at an inner city school with a Mexican mother and father should never be allowed such a break as college tuition. We can't make exceptions after all.
My first visit to Salazar's office wasn't much better. He was over 30 minutes late. Rather than listen to the group led by C... B..., who is about the most mellow person in the world, Salazar interrupted and told the group it was "his meeting and we'll talk about what I say".
Luckily, I decided to leave before that occurred due to another obligation. I happened to meet Salazar just as he walked in. His anxious aide, who was furious I'd dare walk out on the meeting, introduced me to the Senator.
Salazar gave me the weak handshake famous of politicians and talked to me like I was his friend. I casually told him I couldn't wait due to a more important obligation and walked away from him and his slimy aide.
When I visited Allard's office a few years ago, his aides attempted to seal off the building as being private property and not allow us in to see "our" U.S. Senator. Some college students did a die in at the office which shocked the staff because they used an air raid siren to simulate the noise of a bombing in Iraq.
Allard's top aide, a middle-aged black male, started yelling for the local sheriff's in attendance to arrest all of us. The sheriff refused. He must have read the Constitution.
At another visit, the same aide refused to allow reporters into the office with the small group we had. I got into an argument with him over the rights of the press to be there because the mainstream press people were so passive and willing to give away their rights.
The aide made the mistake of telling me kids were over in Iraq protecting the freedom of Americans to have free speech. I played my own vet card and told him the kids in Iraq were being used as cannon fodder just as we'd been in Vietnam.
The aide became infuriated and asked me to leave. I reminded him that he'd said troops were in Iraq to protect freedom of speech so why would he want someone with differing views tossed from the office of a U.S. Senator. The press in the hall loved it.
What I finally came to realize, and have told many in the local "peace movement", is visiting these whores of Congress is largely a wasted energy unless we have a mass movement or hundreds of thousands of dollars.
What you saw in the Tancredo office is unfortunately the norm. Even in offices like Perlmutter's there will be a feigned interest and patting of our heads to assure us the congress person will do "the right thing".
Then follow what happens after your visit. They will consistently vote with the herd and never take a moral stand unless they are sure it plays well in the polling. They will give greater consideration to special interests than the individual citizens they represent.
Keep in mind Salazar voted for Alberto Gonzales, who interprets U.S. law being amenable to torture. Salazar felt it was more important a person of Latino heritage hold such a high position. Yeah, like having Condi as Secretary of State is such a boon for the black community.
I guess you see why I was hesitant to attend the visits this time around. I really did feel I would have a very difficult time tolerating the patronizing and lying.
There's a very wise veteran, Stan Goff, who talks about the peace movement placing far too much emphasis on the electoral process versus building a grassroots movement of diversity that will actually force a political change.
I agree with Stan because the election of Democrats will in the end be nothing but window dressing and non-binding resolutions while the American government will continue to feed the military industrial complex and turn away the poor, the elderly and those most in need.
And children from middle class and lower middle class communities will continue to believe the lie of the American dream. They will come from small town America where jobs are scarce and life deadly boring and predictable for the young. They will come from the inner city where there are few escapes except prison or the military. They will think joining the military is an act of patriotism and honor only to be dishonored by the very institution they place such faith in.
And when they return, they will join the millions of other veterans from all generations in realizing they were abused and used only to be tossed aside as we toss aside the wrappers of fast food sandwiches. They are disposable.
The benefits and the honor they should receive will turn into a constant struggle against a system bent on denying them services and accusing them of being deadbeats and malingerers. The very government that extols their willingness to serve will trot out "experts" to refute there is any problem with PTSD or depleted uranium just as they did with mustard gas and agent orange.
I wish I could paint a better picture but I have come to realize from history and from my own experiences the American veteran is a pawn and will always be a footnote when it becomes time for Americans to honor the contract between vet and country.
I clearly see once again in my pursuit of getting the word out about PTSD very few want to hear the message. They want to hear the war stories of our young men and women or the words of intellectuals and "experts" on the current part of the world we've thrown into crisis by our actions but they really don't want to be reminded of the costs of the wars.
I've seen young vets trotted out to be showcased as victims and heroes by both the neo-cons and the peace movement but neither side really gives a damn when it comes time to put up in caring for them.
Both sides are in competition to claim they support the troops more than the other but neither side really wants to hear about the drastic costs to the young men and women sacrificed to the deadly war machine that seems to never end.
I've met constant resistance from every quarter in trying to just present the basic facts about PTSD. I've had peace activists tell me it wasn't appealing to an audience and instead we should have a panel of vets to discuss their experiences. But not the aftermath.
I've seen the VA say they have it covered but obviously they don't. The medical care arm of the military (Tri-care) resents any attempt to assist or help in bringing information or care to the active duty troop. The local mental health centers say it's not their problem but with the ever increasing diagnoses of preexisting conditions or the less than honorable discharges it will become their problem.
Suggestions there should be a plan in place before the war went by the wayside. Suggestions there should be intra-agency cooperation between public sector and private sector providers are considered heresy. The welfare of the troops is seldom a priority in all the discussions.
I have come to the conclusion Donald Rumsfeld and Henry Kissinger are more honest than the opposing forces claiming they support the troops most. Both men have made statements the troops are interchangeable parts and in effect disposable. At least they are reflecting the reality.
Americans became appalled about the plight of the mostly black communities of New Orleans following Hurricane Katrina immediately and then moved on to the next headline.
Almost two years later the communities of the poor and black remain destroyed and half the population displaced. Americans have forgotten the destroyed communities of New Orleans.
We can expect the same will happen to our troops. They will get parades and city hall awards but where will all the glad-handers be when the nightmares cause a young man or woman to consider suicide? Where will the peace movement be when the decorated soldier becomes addicted and homeless?
I've come to believe it will once again fall on the veterans and their families to struggle for what is due them. Despite all the claims of support from the right they will forget the promises and be absorbed in "more important" things.
Despite all claims from the peace and justice groups, some individuals will actually blame the troops for failing to refuse service. Some will say the troops should have known better. I've heard individuals who are asked to speak against the war privately say these things.
I don't think we can renege on the promises to the young men and women of the military for the necessary care and support they'll need to readjust.
I don't think we can give amnesty to individuals for acts of atrocity they participated in carrying out, though. But that responsibility must carry all the way up the chain of command with the ultimate responsibility being at the doorstep of the war criminals who perpetrated this illegal and immoral war.
And there’s a lyric in the song, Universal Soldier;
“He's the Universal Soldier and he really is to blame,
His orders come from far away no more,
They come from
here and there and you and me,
And brothers can't you
see,
This is not the way we put the end to war.”

Some may think this condemns the individual. I don’t. I interpret it as making us all responsible for ongoing wars. We can no longer allow ourselves to be that “universal soldier”. We can no longer allow generation after generation to be the disposable ones.
Sorry for once again going into a rant. I don’t want to discourage. I want veterans and their family to use righteous indignation as the fuel to make all these groups of “supporters” shut up and put up.

Peace and solidarity,
Terry Leichner, RN

Monday, February 19

The Aftermath: THE OTHER WALTER REED

THE OTHER WALTER REED
The Hotel Aftermath
Inside Mologne House, the Survivors of War Wrestle With Military Bureaucracy and Personal Demons

By Anne Hull and Dana Priest
Washington Post Staff Writers
Monday, February 19, 2007; Page A01

The guests of Mologne House have been blown up, shot, crushed and shaken, and now their convalescence takes place among the chandeliers and wingback chairs of the 200-room hotel on the grounds of Walter Reed Army Medical Center.........




http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2007/02/18/AR20070218013...

Sunday, February 18

Soldiers Face Neglect, Frustration At Army's Top Medical Facility - washingtonpost.com

Today's Washington Post gives a glimpse of the way our troops are being supported on their return from the combat zones. I gave a copy to my wife, Pam, to read. She was as angry as I've seen her in some time. She's a gentle soul who seldom gets outraged but this story did the job.
She ended up having to go to our local park to find some peace after reading this story. She's been at my side for many years as we've fought PTSD brought about by my personal experiences in combat.
If you read this story and feel outraged - do something! Spread the word. Write congress. Go to the streets. Join parents of the troops in advocating for the needed funding and care of the troops.
And remember....Iraqis and Afghanis don't have a VA or treatment centers for their PTSD. Don't let the innocent kids and their parents of these countries be forgotten. They outnumber American and British troops victimized by PTSD a hundred times over... or more. It's unlikely many will ever get the treatment they need. So, remember them in your prayers as well.
Peace,
Terry



Soldiers Face Neglect, Frustration At Army's Top Medical Facility - washingtonpost.com

Tuesday, February 6

No Bravery, No Heroes

Jim Walsh is a playwright with an acting troupe called The Romero Troupe. The troupe is named for the priest, Oscar Romero, who was assassinated by American funded death squads trained in the School of Americas. Romero was an outspoken priest opposing an American backed regime in El Salvador.

Jim developed the troupe as part of his history course which he teaches at University of Colorado – Denver (UCD).

I met Jim one cold night while attending a rally and vigil to oppose the escalation of the war in Iraq. We were at the corner of Broadway and 14th in Civic Center Park with family members of troops deployed or about to be deployed.

Jim told me he was looking for a worthy cause to donate half of his troupe’s earnings from the most recent play called “9/12”. The play was doing a two day run at the Oriental Theatre in Northwest Denver. The other half of the earnings was going to AFSC.

Jim wanted an organization that focused on assisting returning troops adjust when they returned from the wars. His play included many scenes about the issue of PTSD and effects on the troops and those close to the troops.

I immediately thought of Vets4Vets, the IVAW project of peer counseling for returning vets. The counselors are trained by mental health professionals before allowed to interact with any returning veteran or person close to a returning vet.

Jim liked the suggestion and asked I be one of the speakers before the play on January 25, 07. He wanted me to speak about Vietnam Veterans Against the War, IVAW and PTSD.

I went to the January 24, 07 presentation and came away with mixed feelings. One scene seemed to make a hero of a veteran killed in action.

While I respect and grieve the loss of any soldier, Marine, seaman or airman and women, I have a problem saying anybody participating in an immoral action is heroic.

So, I amended my prepared remarks for the 25th. Here’s the text of those remarks. I post them because some members of the audience gave me positive feedback. But, I also post them to have others join in on this idea our American troops are heroes while participating in a war we say is immoral and illegal.

I have to say I’ve struggled with what I would say tonight. Seemed like a no-brainer when I was first asked by Jim to speak about VVAW, IVAW and PTSD.


That was before I saw the play last night and there was mention of heroes. Now I have the dilemma of taking an unpopular position with some in the veteran group opposing the war.


I don’t believe we can be part of immoral and illegal wars as individuals and be called heroes.


I don’t believe we should continue to call the dead American troops of these wars heroes. Almost all had good intentions but they were betrayed.


I know many whose names I visited at the Vietnam Memorial wall acted heroically in combat situations I was in.


But, I also know some committed acts of atrocity and evil.


My squad leader threw a “frag” into a bunker, knowing there was a crying baby there. The squad leader was KIA a few weeks later. I can’t say he was a hero.


If we continue to make heroes of those who die and fight in illegal and immoral wars, we condemn our future generations to the glorification of violence and war.


We can’t have it both ways. We can’t condemn a war but say our troops are heroes fighting for democracy and freedom.


The reality of combat is we don’t fight for country, we don’t fight for democracy and we don’t fight for freedom. As a young Marine says in a rap on the CD, “Voices From the Frontline”, ……”we fight for the dawg next to us.”



We, the combat veterans, are the pawns of a culture of violence. To truly be heroic and honor our dead friends requires us to acknowledge our responsibility and to speak out against this insanity.


The heroes are those who struggle to bring peace and sanity to our world. Ardeth Platte, Jackie Hudson and Carol Gilbert are my heroes. They are three Sisters who without a single weapon stood up to the bully American military-industrial complex. They said ENOUGH to continued nuclear weapons.


Kathy Kelly, Lt. Erin Watada, Pablo Paredes, Camilo Mejia, Suzanne Swift, Abdul Henderson and many of you here in this audience are heroes. All have said enough!! All have struggled to end war and bring peace and justice at large personal costs.


But I’m here to talk about PTSD. Why should your money go to a group like Vets4Vets?


Vets4Vets is a non-profit organization created by IVAW to provide qualified peer counseling for returning veterans of the current wars.


Back in the “day”, VVAW found the formation of “rap groups” helped our generation of vets in readjusting to the “world”.


Vets of all wars come home with the belief only other veterans can understand the horror they’ve endured. Vets4Vets is the refinement of the VVAW “rap group”. Their counselors have had training by mental health professionals before taking on the task.


It’s my belief the Vets4Vets program can be a doorway for returning vets wanting help with readjusting after their horrific experiences.


I have this quote on my blog:

Please God, let me see the sunset. Please God, let me see another morning. Please God, let me see my friend again with both eyes intact and no gaping holes in his body.

A Soldier


I’ve been blessed to be around and work with many Iraq veterans over the past few years. I’ve also had the honor to talk with many family members of veterans and troops about to deploy.


I’ve talked with a mother whose son, Andy, is in the Marines. Andy was pinned down in Falluja during an intense firefight. His best friend was killed in front of him. Andy held the friend for over an hour while the brain matter oozed from his friend’s skull.


I’ve talked with young veterans who are haunted by orders they were given to never stop while in a convoy in Iraq. It was a reasonable military tactic to avoid IED’s. The reality of running over children and innocent civilians is what haunts these vets, though.


I’ve marched six days with veterans and Katrina survivors from Mobile to New Orleans. The many Iraq and Vietnam veterans I was honored to be with didn’t think their time in war heroic.


In fact, the Iraq veterans were very excited when a camera crew from Al Jazeera joined us on the march. The vets wanted the Iraqi people to see their opposition to the war, their solidarity with the Iraqis and their sorrow for the death and destruction inflicted upon Iraqis.


We’re talking about the death and destruction for over 600,000 lives. Of that number, 90% were innocent civilians. Of the 90%, forty per cent were children.


These are the numbers of every war since the end of WWII. With so many children it’s understandable why so many vets are haunted by their experiences.


My dear friend, Abdul Henderson, the black Marine in Fahrenheit 9-11 who walked with Michael Moore in front of the Capitol, is one of the haunted. Abdul publicly stated in the film he would not return to Iraq even though subject to re-deployment. He would go to prison first.



Abdul has finally been discharged from the Marine Corps and wasn’t re-deployed to Iraq.



Abdul had good reason to object and resist. During his tour in Iraq he was a forward observer for naval artillery and air support. On one occasion he called in an artillery strike against a target in a village. The artillery barrage missed the target. Instead it hit an area occupied by civilians. 37 civilians were killed. Many were children.



If you ever wanted an example of the causes of PTSD, Abdul’s experience is definitely an example.



Another Iraq veteran, who was much beloved, was Doug Barber. Doug, a member of IVAW, wrote a blog that spoke about his opposition to the war. He wrote with eloquence and passion on the subject. But, Doug was plagued by the demons of war.



Another vet called Doug right before the march to New Orleans was to take place. It was expected Doug would take part. Instead, Doug left this message on his answering machine:

“If you’re looking for Doug, I’m checking out of this world. I’ll see you on the other side.”

Doug killed himself after taping that message.



It is our responsibility as a nation to prevent deaths like Doug’s from happening. In researching for presentations I’ve found over 250 PTSD related articles that are similar to Doug’s story.



For healing we must intervene and assure our veterans they will get the help they need. Vets4Vets is an excellent beginning point.



Iraq Veterans Against the War has three goals in their mission:

Immediate withdrawal of all occupying forces in Iraq
Reparations for the destruction and corporate pillaging of Iraq so that ordinary Iraqi people can control their lives and future
Full benefits, adequate healthcare (including mental health), and other supports for returning servicemen and women.


To end, I leave you with this quote from Malcolm X:

“You’re not to be so blind with patriotism that you can’t face reality. Wrong is wrong, no matter who does it or says it.”



Wm. Terry Leichner, RN

Vietnam combat veteran

VVAW member, Denver

Monday, February 5

Trial of Brother Shareef a Trial Against Us All

Around 1015 a.m. civil rights, freedom of speech and cop watch activist Shareem Aleem was found not guilty by a jury in the Adams County Justice Center.
Brother Shareef was made to endure a second trial after the first trial ended in a dead-locked jury. He was charged with assaulting a CU campus policeman during the CU Regent's meeting to discuss the controversy surrounding the free speech rights of Professor Ward Churchill.
The Regent's meeting was annouced as being an open public forum and a large crowd of activists supporting Churchill attended. Apparently the Regents sensed there might truly be free speech occurring at this forum and suddenly reneged on their announced open forum. They closed the meeting and attempted to cut off any comments from the public.
Brother Shareef objected as many in the auditorium did. He dared to stand up to voice his objection. He and another member of the crowd were targeted by campus police to take out of the audience.
When a campus policeman attempted to grab Shareef, he clearly told him to keep his hands off of him, pushing the attempted grab away. Two campus policemen approached the brother from the back of the elevated part of the auditorium he was standing in. The other policeman who had attempted to grab Brother Shareef was standing below the railing of that area.
The two campus policemen came upon the brother and one shoved him forward, resulting in him losing his balance. Brother Shareef lurched forward and was grabbed by the officer below. This contact caused Shareef to fall onto the policeman and a struggle initiated by the police occurred.
Shareef was taken down, cuffed and led from the auditiorium with the crowd angered and shouting "let him go". He was treated harshly once outside the auditorium as well.
So, logically, the DA of Adams County charged Shareef Aleem with a felony assault of the campus policeman he was pushed into by another campus policeman. The charge could have resulted in a prison sentence of up to 16 years.
These are the approximate facts. The true story, however, is the courage of our Brother Shareef Aleem. He has consistently confronted the plague of police brutality in the Denver metropolitan area. He's been a victim of that brutality and continued the stuggle.
These are the things Brother Shareef Aleem fights to make right. He lives with the harassment and the racism every day. He and his family also live with the new reality of racism and prejudice against the Muslim community. Thanks to the terror tactics of the Bush administration, being Muslim and black makes brothers and sisters magnets for the brutality of the militarized police forces, the homeland security and federal agents bent on creating fear and intimidation.
When Ward Churchill was being excoriated for daring to have written "the chickens have come home to roost" concerning the events of September 11, 2001, Shareef Aleem stood up to protect his right to have an opinion unpopular but terribly true.
The paraphrased words of Malcolm X about chickens coming home to roost infuriated the establishment so bent on making 9-11 the rallying cry for the phony war on terror. They lashed out at the bearer of truth and bad news who dared to challenge the symbol of the atrocities of “Shock and Awe” and “Mission Accomplished”....the twin towers of NYC.
Brother Shareef refused to allow intimidation and brutality to win out in the case of Churchill just as he's continued to do so in his own community. The elite and powerful of this nation depend on the paramilitary forces of the police to carry out the fear campaign as well as police against crime. Shareef challenges that force of fear.
The opportunity to quiet this voice of freedom came about when Shareef Aleem decided to be the lion rather than the lamb at the CU Regent's meeting. Here was a chance to put him into the gulag system that has taken so many of his brothers. And we in America had better start thinking of them as our brothers as well.
The DA of Adams County tried Shareef and failed to get a jury to convict him of the felony that would imprison him. Undeterred in the attempt to quiet this dissident, the DA used the split jury to put Brother Shareef and his family through another trial rather than accept the obvious evidence of the truth.
Judge Delgado imprisoned Brother Shareef for daring to wear a shirt decrying the injustice of the gulag system of America during the first trial. Shareef wore a shirt to honor Tookie Williams, a brother who was literally assassinated by the American government. Shareef dared to honor a man who wrote children's books urging children of color and white children to be peaceful and non-violent.
He refused to take the shirt off. Judge Delgado of the Adams County court found him in contempt. Once again a question of free speech was defended at the cost of his own freedom by Shareef.
Those who don't know Shareef Aleem may be taken aback by his ferocity and passion. They may hear the loud voice of a black man speaking out against the racist injustices of this nation and flinch because of the racism so many of us are indoctrinated with by the Eurocentric white culture we live in.
I recently did a presentation about the peace movement during the Vietnam era. I immediately thought of the Black Panthers and wondered where such a group is in today's troubled times. I go see Shareef Aleem on trial and talk with Brother Larry Hales and I know where they are. The Panthers live on in the courage and passion of Shareef and Larry.
Some may shudder at the mention of the Panthers but fail to understand what they represented and what their true goals were. They fail to understand the COINTELPRO terrorists of J.Edgar Hoover and the CIA targeted the Panthers fearing they might actually stir the black community to rise up angry against the continued inequities of a nation calling itself free, Christian, democratic and just.
COINTELPRO has morphed into the Joint Terrorist Task Force and Homeland Security. Guantanamo and the secret prisons spread throughout the world show nothing has changed except the sophistication of the means to spread terror.
The values and freedoms Shareef stands for are those opposed to secret police forces, abusive police forces and the restriction of justice and freedom for all citizens. He stands for the values of Martin Luther King and Malcolm X. He stands for the values of his God.
This may very well sound like a biased tribute to my friend and brother, Shareef Aleem. It is. It's also a tribute to Mark Burton who actually makes the practice of law an honorable thing. Mark is another freedom fighter who is fearless and unwilling to give away the Constitution and Bill of Rights.
I got to see Mark at work briefly but immediately recognized his skill and his passion for justice. He uses the law as a sword of justice that cuts deeply into the sleazy proceedings that so often occur.
I heard Shareef's judge sentence a young woman to four years in prison for multiple violations of using drugs. The judge told the woman her problem was her addiction. Logically he sent her to prison. I feared I would see Shareef face the same fate but because of Mark and because of the truth a miracle occurred. Justice prevailed!

Wm. Terry Leichner, RN
VVAW member - Denver
Vietnam combat vet - USMC